Well this Saturday October 10 th was supposed to be my due date before I had a misscarriage, I caint believe the time has went by so fast ......
To the baby that I carried
But never seen your eyes
Or tell you how much I loved you
Or ever to hear your cries.
You will never be forgotten
The excitement we had for your coming.
When I realized I'd never hold you,
The feeling I had was numbing.
My angel baby is who you are.
My angel baby you'll always be.
Your loving memory will live in my heart
So you will always be right here with me.
Well let me just tell you i think Halloween is Emma's favorite holiday of them all now well until the next one. We got a few pumpkins and carved them with Emma she absolutely loved it. Now everything sees or hears is Halloween this and that for instance if the door creeks when you open it it is a Halloween door and if someone knocks on your door they are trick or treating it is so funny and very cute. She just loves the pumpkins she wanted to just stay there and hug them she said. Also today her kitten Carter ran away so I'm glad the Halloween things are keeping her mind off of her Carter she keeps asking me to go get him for her and doesn't understand when i say i can't because hes gone and then she cries because she can't see him.
